Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

I try hard not to make too many comparisons while living here in Brasil. I try really hard not to say, "well, that's not the way we do it at my house", or, "well, in the United States we..." or, "well, if you ask my opinion...". But, let's be honest. I am an American. I was taught to make comparisons before I learned to walk. It wasn't like there was ever a "lesson" in it, but it was just ingrained in me. And, with the holiday season among us I have found myself making more comparisons than usual!! Not good or bad, just differences:). I figured I would share!

1) Not once have I heard someone say, "Happy Holidays". Well, of course Brasilians won't say "Happy Holidays", but I have not heard the Portuguese equivalent!! :). I have, however, heard many many "Feliz Natal" and "Feliz Ano Novo" well wishes recently!! Everyone knows that I personally am a big advocate for political correctness and "Happy Holidays" but it feels kind of fun to throw political correctness out the window while at the same time knowing that I would never have to worry about someone complaining that there is a "war on Christmas"!!! Of course, I also have yet to meet anyone in Brasil who is Jewish (they have to be here somewhere!) or who celebrates Kwanza (where are they!?!?!) so "Merry Christmas" and "Happy New Year" are really our only two options. But, still.

2) Anyone who knows me knows how much I despise cold weather and snow!!! Sure, it is fun and pretty while it falls but if you know me and my driving skills you don't want me to be anywhere on the roads in snowy conditions. And, I hate to be cold!!! But, it just feels odd to have nativity scenes, Santa and Christmas trees when it is 90 degrees and I am at the beach. Something just isn't clicking for me. I can't quite reach that "holiday spirit" when I am dripping sweat. :)

3) One of the things I really disliked about Christmas in the states was all the commercialism. I don't like shopping and this time of the year was dreadful being anywhere near a mall. I never understood why my sweet well-meaning mother still insisted to fill an entire room with Christmas gifts for her grown children. And, I could not stand the pressure everyone feels to "find the perfect gift!". I love that I don't feel that here. We don't have a Christmas tree, there is not a big "to do" about gifts and it doesn't feel like everyone is stressed out with the pressures of the season. But, as much as I love this freedom from the commercialization of Christmas I feel as if something is missing. Sad but true.

4) What? We don't go to church on Christmas Eve? Not Christmas day either? We go on New Years Eve? Hmmmmmm... Not sure you will find me in the pews on New Years Eve.

5) I am missing all the holiday parties and YOU, but I am so glad to have my incredible Brasilian friends and be spending time with the amazing people of PRECE. We wish you peace, joy and love during this special time of the year.

And, don't forget... If you are still looking for that "last minute year end tax write-off" we can help!!! Haha!! But, really, I am serious!!! :) Email me at kacyleighbrubaker@gmail.com for more information.

Trailblazin'

A few weeks ago I felt like I was a real trailblazer. I wasn’t with my regular moto-taxi guy who faithfully takes me from community to community on the back of his motorcycle. And, this new guy took me on some new and different routes. Routes that had us crossing through people’s farms, weaving around herds of cattle and speeding through back yards. Each time we crossed in to a new farm I had to hop off the back of the motorcycle, un-latch the wooden fence, let him pass, close the gate and hop back on the moto. It wasn’t my idea of “fun” and I definitely felt like a “trailblazer”. Of course, a trip of this sort is everyday life for most people in rural Ceará, Brasil, but for me it was something new.

In this post, however, that is not the type of trailblazing of which I want to write. I want to tell you about some real trailblazers- people who have done something where there is no precedent set, where there is no expectation or previous vision, where something truly amazing is taking place. I am privileged to teach the students in the community of Providencia where the joy and enthusiasm of the children fills the PRECE EPC. In just 3 short weeks they are already excelling in their English. But, there wasn’t always a place in this community where this was possible. In fact, it was less than 10 years ago that the first person from the entire town of Providencia entered UFC (Federal University of Ceará). I have heard people say before, “she was the first person in her family to go to college”. But, never before have I heard someone say, “she was the first person in the whole city to go to the university”.

Granted, the visiting doctors and dentists had attended the university. But, they were not “from” the community. And some of the teachers had also received education past high school, though not at UFC. She was the first in her town to go to school at UFC (the best university in Ceará). Her name was Horleina. The year was 2002. She heard about PRECE in Cipó and traveled there (30 minutes by motorcycle) where she studied with a small group of students who all had the dream of passing the Vestibular (now ENEM) and entering UFC. In 2004 she passed the test and entered UFC. Since that time much progress has been made in the community of Providencia. A PRECE EPC opened in that same year, and 3 students from Providencia are now studying at UFC. Each weekend Carla, a UFC student and the Providencia EPC coordinator, opens up the doors to many children and teenagers hoping to following in Horleina's path. Here the vision and dreams are great and the energy is explosive. The students have so much talent and they now have the vision for success and growth.

Because of the PRECE trailblazers the lives of so many are being changed and improved. But, I must wonder… If I had not had constant examples setting me on the path to college, grad school and good jobs would I have been as motivated as I was? If I had to blaze the trail on my own without someone else first setting the precedent could I have been so brave? I don’t know the answer to those questions. But, I sure am glad that there were strong examples in my life and other people like Horleina to show the way and set others on the right path.

Congratulations Wagner Gomes and ADEL

As most of you have read before, a really amazing organization by the name of ADEL (The Local Economic Development Agency) was developed by PRECE students and has had great success in introducing economic development to the rural communities. Recently ADEL's President, Wagner Gomes, won the Social Enterprenuer of the Future award from Folha de Sao Paulo (Brazil's biggest newspaper). Congratulations Wagner and ADEL!!! Read below to learn more about ADEL as well as the award:

ADEL is a social organization founded by a group of young adults who were completing their college courses at the Federal University of Ceará (UFC). These students were all born and raised in small rural communities of Pentecoste and Apuiarés in the state of Ceará. When these young adults were still living in their hometown communities which offered very few opportunities for educational advancement and social mobility they luckily had access to PRECE. The method of cooperation learned through PRECE continued to be of value for these young adults. While attending their undergraduate courses in the areas of economics, agriculture, engineering and geography the students continued to return to their communities using the opportunity to apply the knowledge and skills they were learning toward local development programs in their communities.

ADEL’s mission is to enhance and articulate knowledge, talent and opportunities in support of economic and social development of communities and territories across the state of Ceará forming cooperative networks of knowledge and ongoing technical support for social and productive enterprises. ADEL believes that sustainable economic development involves the formation of human resources and social capital in communities and territories so that the local individuals themselves are able autonomously and efficiently use the potential and opportunities available to them. One of the ways the young adults found to generate income is through opening small businesses. ADEL encourages entrepreneurial methods which empower young people to enter the work world. With the entrepreneurial culture included as part of their experiences the young adults will be better able to identify and realize their professional, educational and social projects and opportunities. Therefore, since 2007 ADEL has been investing in the training of young adults in Apuiarés and Pentecoste.

The Youth Entrepreneurship and Microcredit Project (one of ADEL's programs) aims to promote entrepreneurship and the development of young adults in the rural areas of Pentecoste and Apuiarés through the installation of a micro-credit program for the rural youth who have participated in ADEL. Micro-credit is the missing ingredient to closing the continual cycle of poverty in the rural poor communities where young adults often cannot find any other alternative source to generate income. ADEL expects this final action and implementation of the projects will create an agency of micro-credit formed by young adults, for young adults and that will support their own initiatives in line with the development model for sustainability of local rural areas. They also hope to combat the exodus from rural areas as new companies allow young adults to remain in their areas following the principles of organic agriculture and generating income for their families and local communities.

Recently, ADEL's President, Wagner Gomes, won the Social Enterprenuer of the Future award from Folha de Sao Paulo. This award recognizes innovative ideas with strong potential for sustainability, social impact in local communities, and the ability to replicate and spread to other areas. Through this award, ADEL will have the opportunity to meet with representatives from SITAWI, an organization that offers consulting for social organizations, for 10 days and receive consulting and advice. Wagner Gomes will also receive a grant to attend post-graduate courses in NGO Administration and study of social projects.

In three short years ADEL has received numerous awards:

2009 and 2010 BrazilFoundation awards

2010 Award Rosani Cunha (second place), give by the Department of Social Development and Poverty Elimination (government agency).

2010 Award Partner Grade 100 - Tejucuoca County

2010 Certified Ecoefficient (Green) Organization by the Norteast Ecobusiness 2010

Congratulations go out to Wagner Gomes, ADEL and all those who continue to grow and develop the PRECE movement.

Superwomen!

I have been blessed to know a lot of amazing women in my life and I have learned so much from the incredible examples they have provided for me.

My mother worked tirelessly to care for her children- not just her two biological children but her classes of 20+ students. Never once did my mother miss anything of mine- a gymnastics meet, a tennis match, an awards ceremony, nothing- because she made her family her top priority. But, never once were her students neglected. How she juggled all her responsibilities will forever remain a mystery to me.

My grandmother is possibly the only person I can say I love unconditionally (unfortunately that says more negative things about my personality than about her beautiful personality). She is one of the kindest and most gentle souls I have ever met, and her naivety makes her completely adorable and irresistible.

The nuns, teachers and counselors that I taught with on the Navajo Nation taught me acceptance, forgiveness, inclusion and persistence better than anyone else. Their selfless act to give themselves to the work of Christ and to become one with the Navajo people spoke volumes to me.

The list of inspiring women goes on and on and on.

But here in Brazil I have met some Superwomen. Women who thrive in conditions that I as a (spoiled- see last post!) 21st century American woman could not have imagined ever struggling through. Women who do not utter the word “can’t” or see anything as “impossible”. Women who see only the need to attend to their families (biological as well as the entire community) and will stop at nothing to provide the best they can offer. These are truly Superwomen.

Take for example Dona Martha. She has raised 8 children, has cared unceasingly for her husband and has welcomed 2 grandchildren in to her family. She has also helped to initiate the Boa Vista EPC. She has watched as her husband and 4 children have left home to study at the university and only return to their community on the weekends. She has welcomed in to her home countless wanderers (ME!) as we come to visit and volunteer with the PRECE movement. All of this she has done without running water and by using a wood burning stove. Can you imagine washing dishes for a family of 8 by dipping water out of a bucket? Can you imagine cooking enough rice, beans and meat on a wood burning stove? Can you imagine hand washing clothes for 8 people in basins of water from the reservoir? Only a Superwoman could accomplish this.

And, take for example Dona Fransisca and her daughters. Never have I seen a woman build a church on to the side of her own home because she saw that the community needed a house of faith. Never have I seen a woman welcome 18 strangers in to her own home- putting out blow up air mattresses and preparing 3 meals a day (including snacks)- so that they would feel welcome as they observed and participated in the PRECE movement. Never have I witnessed a woman who builds additional rooms on to her own home so that her own grown children can return and find a place to call home once again. Never have a watched a woman open up her own kitchen and cook all through the night in order to prepare 700 hot meals for students preparing to take the ENEM the next morning. Only a Superwoman would extend herself like this.

I am so grateful that I have the example of these women in my life. But, the amazing thing is that Dona Martha and Dona Fransisca are not unique here. They are the women of Brasil. They are the women of PRECE. And, to me they are SUPERWOMEN.

Giving Thanks

Last night I had a great conversation with a wonderful friend. The conversation started with my explanation of why I so desperately need a car and then proceeded to zig and zag all over the place. But he made one comment that summed up the whole 3 hour long encounter. His comment also shed light on all the reasons he was frustrated with me and all the reasons I was frustrated with my life in Brasil.
“Kacy”, he said, “You’ve always had everything you wanted, haven’t you?”.
“No!” I said, adamantly. “My parents made sure that I always had everything I needed, but not everything I wanted.”
“I don’t intend to be mean when I say this,” he said, “but you are sort of… what’s the word in English…”
“Spoiled” I completed his sentence.

In the United States I never considered myself spoiled, and my parents tried so hard not to spoil their children when we were young. But, here in Brasil I am the epitome of spoiled. I have been learning that the things that I have always thought that I need- a car, a computer, hot water, a dryer, etc.- are not necessities in Brasil. They are luxuries. Yes, if I had a car I wouldn’t be car sick every time I travel in the “student bus” to the rural communities. If I had a car I wouldn’t risk dropping my 3 bags filled with all of my teaching materials as I ride on the back of a motorcycle over the dirt/rock roads to each of the PRECE EPCs. Yes, if I had a dryer it wouldn’t take me all day to finish laundry and my clothes wouldn’t be stiff as a board. But, I don’t need these things. As he said, “Kacy, this is not an emergency.”

So, what is the difference between wanting something and needing something? I have been thinking about this a lot because I recently began teaching English classes in a small rural community called Boa Vista. Boa Vista means “good view”. The view there is beautiful looking out on the horizon, but I believe it is even more beautiful looking in at the life within the community. Here the community is full of children, energy and excitement for learning. The children flock to the PRECE EPC each Saturday morning where they are greeted by university students who facilitate learning in various disciplines. No one (other than me) is remotely fazed by the dirt roads they have to walk to get to the school, or the lack of running water or the fact that there are no fans (let alone air conditioning). Last weekend after taking what I call a “bucket bath” (because there is no running water for a shower) I sat on the porch thinking about these things. As I sat there thinking I waved at "D", a 10 year old child who was grinning from ear to ear as he pushed a wheelbarrow over the rocky dirt terrain. The wheelbarrow was carrying the rice and beans needed to provide meals for the family. "D" didn’t need the whole wheat pasta from Whole Foods and the vegan lasagna from Trader Joes. The rice and beans were more than sufficient. And, next to me was "F" who was washing her clothes by hand in a basin of water. She didn’t need to throw her clothes in the hamper to later be washed, bleached, dried and folded by her mother. The bar soap, cold water from the reservoir, hot sun and her hands were sufficient.

I am realizing- slowly but surely- that maybe it isn’t Brasil that needs to change, to grow, to develop, to improve. Maybe it is me. Maybe I need to take a moment to evaluate what is truly important, truly necessary and truly life-giving.

In honor of the Thanksgiving holiday and in an attempt to be grateful and not spoiled :), I have made a list of some of the things I am unbelievably thankful for:
1) The opportunity to live in Brasil and work with an amazing organization, PRECE. There are not words to express how grateful I am to the individual who provided the grant for me to be here. And, I cannot accurately express (especially in Portuguese!) my thanks to the PRECE leaders for inviting me.
2) All of the individuals and families in Brasil who have opened not only their doors to me but also their arms and their hearts. Without their support I would be lost. I would also be more of a nomad than I currently am!
3) To all of my friends and family in the United States who support me through words of encouragement and constant reminders that you haven’t forgotten me. I miss you all so much.
4) To all of my friends, students, and acquaintances in Brasil who have befriended me and have taken the time (and patience) to show me the way.
5) To the PRECE movement itself as it is daily making a difference in the lives of individuals and communities that most need it. Every day I am in awe of your power to transform and empower.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

The Joy of Children

Something happens to many people around adolescence and during early adulthood. We would often say that live “hardens” us. Experiences prove that life isn’t always easy, it isn’t always fun and it definitely isn’t always fair. But, the bliss of being a child is the innocence that helps them remain blinded to the harshness of life. And, their joy, their smiles and their laughter is what reminds the rest of us that our troubles sometimes aren’t as serious as we make them seem.

This past weekend I was blessed to be surrounded by nearly 40 children and young adolescents as we began a new English class in the rural (as in “no running water” rural) community of Boa Vista. These students gather in small groups each Saturday at 8 a.m. to study various subjects with university students- math, science Portuguese. They flock to EPC Boa Vista in groups knowing that this extra opportunity to study is going to give them a “leg up” in 5-10 years when they are trying to enter the university. And, the university students faithfully return to their community to continue the cycle of education and empowerment.

Then, at 9 a.m. everyone walked 10 minutes down the dirt road to the newly built Centro de Inclusão Digital, a beautiful building with a computer lab (internet to come), classroom and library, which the community of Boa Vista earned from the Federal government. There we all joined for English class. The energy and excited chatter of the children helped to keep the class lively and interactive. And, their enthusiasm for learning helped me to relax for a moment and forget the harshness of rural life that engulfs so many. It is their liveliness that gives hope for the future of the rural poor communities and reminds me why I have chosen to spend my time in Brasil working alongside the PRECE movement.

Reflections from mom- Her first time in Brasil...

One of the reasons I loved teaching Kindergarten was because of the “community” approach that teachers use in kindergarten. So much of the students’ time in kindergarten is spent in small groups with the kids helping the others in their groups. I was always surprised by how the kindergartners could teach each other better than I could teach them! Somehow, this “community” feeling is lost by the time American students reach high school and the academic competition is so fierce, it often feels like “each man for himself.”

But, the PRECE movement embodies this same “community of learning” style. The PRECE students work for the success of all. Probably the most impressive day I had here was when students came together to take the ENEM test. (like our SATs, but much more intense- two entire afternoons spent in grueling testing of chemistry, physics, geography, biology, Portuguese, foreign language and history!) In the U.S., we, as parents, wish our children well, and then send them off on their own to take the SAT test. But the PRECE movement and its cooperative learning sister group at UFC takes a different approach. Not only do these students, who are now at the University, come back to their hometowns each weekend to help teach those trying to prepare for the ENEM, but, on the day of the test they host a “pep rally” for them, complete with speakers (the Secretary of Education for the state of Cearà spoke, as well as Manoel Andrade, the founder of PRECE, and PRECE students now at the University, and even Kacy!). PRECE University students distributed bags of good luck goodies, t-shirts and even lunch. The PRECE community wanted everyone, not just those studying through PRECE, to know that PRECE was giving them their support and hoped that they would do well on the test. There were about 150 PRECE and Cooperative Learning students from the University there, with about 700 students taking the ENEM. As one of Kacy’s English students, Maraiza, said “Happiness is in sharing.” If only everyone could share this philosophy of building each other up and supporting the success of all as PRECE does.

On another note, my visit to Fortaleza and the countryside has been such an unbelievable experience. Because I cannot help comparing (being the competitive person that I am!), here are a few thoughts about the city and surroundings:
1) Brasil, as a country, is very forward thinking in its approach to alternate energy. Cars can use either/both ethanol or gasoline. There are windmills everywhere. This is good!
2) The people here are so friendly. Hospitality in Brasil is a top priority and everywhere I have gone I feel as if I am welcomed as part of the family. I am so grateful for this.
3) The food, though different, is excellent. I have perfected the phrase “muito delicioso” to compliment the chefs. Of every new dish I have tried the only thing I don’t like is the Brasilian version of tapioca.

What is not so impressive to me (Kacy says I would get used to some of these things, but I am truly doubtful!):
1) The heat. This place makes Florida in July seem like an icebox! Most of the chairs are plastic, and I was always in a panic that when I stood up, my chair would come with me!
2) The traffic. The people of Fortaleza have perfected to an art the ability to turn 2 lanes of traffic into 4. One has to drive with one hand on the wheel and one hand on the horn! And motorcycles have their own lane- the white line down the middle of the two lanes, weaving right and left whenever traffic is not moving fast enough to suit them! And traveling in the countryside is even rougher, mainly brick roads in the town, or dirt roads in the countryside. In the countryside, as many as 3 or 4 ride on a motorcycle- usually children straddled between the adults!
3) The cold water. Luckily, I had no frogs in my shower as Kacy experienced, and really cold showers are somewhat refreshing (remember the heat I mentioned earlier?). However, in my stupid naivety, I thought only the showers would be cold- no, no, there is no hot water to be found anywhere(the sinks for washing dishes!) except in the very wealthy homes, which brings me to the last point.
4) The poverty. It seems, in my very American way of thinking and comparison, that there are only two classes- the very few wealthy and the very many who live in, according to American standards, poverty or extreme poverty. However, as Jorge, the coordinator of EPC Ombreira, said, that because of the policies that Lula (the President of Brasil), has put in place, much progress has been made for impoverished communities and there is hope for the future.

Despite the small inconveniences, I have enjoyed my stay here; have been so impressed by the PRECE movement’s approach to education and community empowerment, and most of all have loved being with Kacy and have been able to witness her happiness in following her passion.

A Pre-ENEM "Pep Rally"

Think back to the last time you had to take a test... a big test... one that would determine your future. You probably walked in to a cold room- not just the temperature but also the environment- with lines of desks and chairs. If you took the test recently each desk probably had a computer waiting for you. Gripped in your sweaty hands was nothing more than a freshly sharpened #2 pencil and your identification. The receptionist who greeted you was polite and gracious but definitely not friendly and she/he probably didn't do much to ease your anxiety over the impending test. Most likely, your heart was racing and your throat was dry. The environment of the test didn't do much to boost your confidence or set your mind at ease.

Now imagine how differently you would have felt if you had gone to a "pre-test party" designed to help ease your anxieties and show you that an entire community was supporting you. That is what happened Saturday for the students in and around the county of Pentecoste. The ENEM (university entrance exam) took place all over Brazil this weekend. The first part of the test began at 12 noon on Saturday and lasted until 5 p.m. The second part of the test began at 12 noon on Sunday and again lasted all afternoon. Knowing that the students would be anxious and would need motivation and support the PRECE students and UFC Cooperative Learning students gathered together to throw a "pre-test party".

The sight was truly inspiring. Over 150 university students were present showing their support and encouragement for the students who would take the test, and nearly 700 students taking the test arrived for the event. When the students taking the ENEM arrived they received a t-shirt and a kit with a pen, chocolate and a note with words of encouragement. Then, university students joined together with groups with 10-15 students taking the ENEM to share information about the upcoming test. They also shared information about their own experience taking the test and about university life. This was a chance for the students to ask questions, gain clarity, relax a bit and receive support from others who had gone through the testing process not long ago.

After meeting in small groups for about 30 minutes the entire group joined together and received words of encouragement from Prof. Manoel Andrade, Mauricio Holanda, the VP Secretary of Education, and other leaders. These individuals wished the students luck but also complimented the students and their parents on the great achievements they had already made. What an inspiration to have the VP Secretary of Education and other leaders arrive and show support!!!!

The gathering concluded with lunch where students were able to relax a bit knowing that they had a healthy meal before 5 hours of testing. When the students departed to take the test they left knowing that they were encouraged by hundreds of others and that as they took the test they would not be alone. Many supporters would be standing with them, supporting them and praying for them. Imagine the difference this made as the students entered their testing centers. Their sweaty palms and dry throat eased with the realization that an entire community is standing in solidarity with them. The support, encouragement and sense of community provided that morning exemplified the spirit of PRECE and that spirit is what makes all the difference.

What's the big deal about this ENEM (vestibular)?

Many American teenagers get anxious when they have to take the SAT or ACT during their last years of high school. The tests are anxiety provoking and nerve-racking! Teenagers study, bite their nails and their stress level reaches its limit. If you grew up at the same time as me you remember watching the episode of Saved by the Bell when Jesse Spano panics and screams, “There’s no time! There’s never any time! I don’t have time to study! I’ll never get in to Stanford! I’ll let everyone down!” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0usTtwwTqVM I still remember my friends in college repeating these lines over and over before we had a big test.

In Brazil there is a test similar to the SAT/ACT called the ENEM (Exame Nacional do Ensino Medio) (previously the Vestibular), but in many regards it is even more difficult and stressful than the SAT/ACT. Every student who hopes to enter the public university must take the test. Students will be scored in different subjects (math, Portuguese, history, etc.) and those with the highest scores will be offered the opportunity to study at the Federal Universities. Here in Brazil, the public universities (Federal and State) are much stronger than the private universities and they are free. Therefore, here, everyone is vying for a spot at UFC (Federal University of Ceará). Those who do not score high enough will not be granted a space in the university. Some of these students will simply give up and decide that the university is not for them. Others will continue to study for another entire year until the opportunity to take the ENEM arises again next year.

So, now imagine this. You are student from a rural poor community. You are aware that the education you received in your community is not as strong as the education other students received in the bigger cities. It’s not that you didn’t study. You did. And, it’s not that your teachers didn’t do their best. They did. But, your school simply didn’t have the resources that other schools have. You also realize that neither you nor the students in the bigger cities who attended the public schools received the same quality of education as those students who attended private schools. Why? Because those schools had more money and therefore even more resources. And, now you have to take the same test as them. For you basketball fans, think about the movies “Hoosiers” and just imagine the kids from Hickory standing up against the Bears from South Bend. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diwRrudKHDU

The situation is daunting for sure. But, it isn’t impossible… thanks to PRECE. PRECE began in 1994 originally as a way for students to join together, pool their knowledge, and prepare for the ENEM (at that time, the Vestibular). Since 1994 PRECE has impacted over 2000 students, nearly 400 students have passed the exam and entered the university, 54 have already graduated and 18 have gone on to master’s and doctoral degrees. Each year PRECE grows stronger, more students are entering the university and the movement to improve public education is expanding.

This year, on November 6th, approximately 600 students from the rural areas will show up in Pentecoste to take the ENEM. To say the least, this is big day for them! They have been studying for a long time for this test and their future depends on their success that day. We are asking everyone to keep the students and their families in your thoughts and prayers on November 6th. The support you show for the students is appreciated more than you can imagine.

PRECE Presentation

Click on the link below to see the newest PRECE presentation. You can use this to share with other supporters of PRECE and to help us extend the circle of support!
http://www.slideshare.net/kacybrubaker/prece-presentation

Visionaries

In learning the Portuguese language I have learned that the ocean (a mar) is female. I couldn’t agree more. My friend says, “Of course, the ocean is a woman. Who else has that much anger?” He is a man and he has mistaken her passion and strength for anger. I have also come to believe that the ocean is not just female but a Brazilian female. The rhythm of her tides and the way she sways to an internal song has convinced me of this.

I have always loved the ocean because it is where I feel closest to the divine. There is something invigorating about standing in the sand and feeling the waves wash over my feet. The breadth of the ocean is greater than I or any human will ever truly comprehend, and the life created within the depths of the water is constantly surprising us. And, as much as we try to control her we are powerless against her force.

On Tuesday Brazilians will celebrate Our Lady of Aparecida (The Patron Saint of Brazil) which means we have a long weekend. A long weekend to some means getting away from all the work and completely unwinding. That is not the case for the PRECE and UFC Cooperative Learning leaders because for them the movement never ceases. But, luckily for me they have found a way to combine work and pleasure and we are taking a 4 day retreat to the beach where we work for 4 hours, enjoy the beach for 4 hours, work for 4 hours, enjoy the beach…

What is happening on this retreat is truly amazing. 15 years ago 7 students began studying in a small group with the goal of educating themselves and entering the university. They knew that they were intelligent, but because the public education system had failed them they were not prepared to take and pass the university entrance exam. And, without the money and resources to pay for private tutoring they took it upon themselves to create their own destiny- a better future. Along with the commitment to their own education and to the education of their study partners, they also committed to press on so that all students would be provided a better education and therefore a better future.

The journey has been an uphill struggle but not once has the movement slowed. Now over 2000 students have been impacted by PRECE (the methodology of studying in groups where students take responsibility for their own education). And, it looks like even more students will be exposed to PRECE soon. Prof. Manoel Andrade and other leaders have worked hard to develop relationships and partnerships with government officials, especially the Secretary of Education for the state of Ceará. The state department of education controls all the high schools (local governments control elementary schools). And, it is the Secretary of Education who has recently asked PRECE to formalize their methodology and develop a way to spread it across the entire state of Ceará to all communities.

This weekend leaders from PRECE as well as leaders from the Cooperative Learning program at the Federal University of Ceará are working on the process of formalizing the methodology and putting it in to presentation form so it can be shared around the state. The dedication of these individuals amazes me and their unwavering faith that they can bring about positive changes in education inspires me.

On this retreat the divine spirit is all around me. It is in the ebb and flow of the ocean tides. And, it is in the powerful testimony and cooperative nature of the PRECE and UFC Cooperative Learning leaders. In both instances, when feeling the waves wash over my feet and when sitting in a cooperative learning group brainstorming ideas, I can do nothing but stand in awe of the movement and the power which surround me.

Investments

I don’t know much about financial investments, and I am hopeless when it comes to the stock market. My granddaddy bought me stocks when I was 16 (thank you, granddaddy!). Twice (maybe 4 times- I don’t remember!) a year I receive a dividend check, and at the end of the year I get some sort of tax form that I send to my father with the rest of my tax information. That’s all I know. My sister considers me pathetic and irresponsible with my stocks. She is right. But, I do know one thing. All the experts say that when it comes to financial investments it is wise to diversify. Obviously I don’t follow that wisdom, but I know they say it.

I don’t think that the same is true when investing in non-profits and when investing in the lives of people who deeply need support. Many churches establish mission trips for their members that allow the members to experience different people, places and cultures around the world. One year they go to Mexico. The next they go to Haiti. The following they go to Kenya. The members are changed by the experiences, but they never make a real investment in the lives of the people they meet because they do not build lasting relationships.

The PRECE movement has made a true investment in the poor rural communities of Ceará and in the public education of all students. Once a school (EPC) is developed, the school continues to receive support from other EPCs. Once a student enters the university he/she continues to receive support from the wide community of students. Once a student graduates from the university he/she continues to support his/her community by bringing new knowledge and experience to the area. The PRECE movement invests in the lives of people and then supports those investments as they grow and develop.

In the same way, leaders from the PRECE movement continually speak about how important it is for friends from around the world to make a true investment in the lives of the PRECE students by visiting more than once and continuing to develop relationships. Without the foundation for the relationship (meeting each other) trust cannot be built and real investments cannot be made. A group or a person who visits once and then disappears leaves a bit of a void. But, the church or group that continues to nurture relationships and return every year builds up hope and trust.

This past weekend/week one such individual came to visit PRECE. Dan Smith began investing in the PRECE movement over 3 years ago by helping to provide computers and internet access. He has not abandoned the relationship but continues to have conversations with Andrade, visit and speak with PRECE students and explore new and creative ways to ensure the internet is working, accessible and providing a much needed resource for the students. We are thankful for people like Dan Smith and so many others who continue to invest in the lives of the PRECE students and in the PRECE movement as a whole.

Persistence

I am writing this blog while sitting in the back corner of one of the rooms at EPC Ombreira watching the Fresh Dance Hip Hop group. I just saw one teenage boy practically hyper-extend his elbow when spinning in circles on it and then hop back up to try again. Not ten seconds later another young man who was hopping around doing a one handed hand-stand fell on his head, rolled over and shook it off. They might be beginners and they might not have all the equipment they need to protect themselves, but they sure are persistent!

Last week I had a conversation with a student who has been studying for the vestibular exam for over 5 years! 5 YEARS!!!! He has tried taking the test for different majors and each time he has come close but not close enough to enter UFC (Universidad Federal do Ceará- the best and completely paid for university in the state). He might not yet have experienced the success he is looking for but he is persistent! And, one day he will pass the entrance exam.

I spent an hour this morning walking through the vegetable garden with the lead gardener going over the names of each vegetable and fruit in both Portuguese and English. After 30 minutes of trying to remember the names in English he had the brilliant idea to get a pen and paper and write everything down. We then spent the next 20 minutes learning the words again. He was persistent!

Right now many within the PRECE movement are involved in educating their community about the upcoming elections, the candidates and their positions. They made a pledge over 15 years ago that they would not stop until public education in Ceará was changed for the better, and this requires support from the government and elected officials. Many steps have been taken in that direction and things are improving. But, the work is not done and therefore no one is slowing down. They are persistent!

What is it about some people that will not allow them to give up? I remember when I was a child my gymnastics coaches always telling me “but, Kacy, you have so much potential!” at the exact moment I wanted to give up and quit. If it weren’t for them and others I would never have been as good as I was. But, most of that drive didn’t come within- it came from rising to the expectations of others. So, what is it about some people that pushes them to keep striving even when everything and everyone around them says take taking a nap in a hammock would be so much easier and more enjoyable?

Let me introduce my Brasilian family...

In the United States I am lucky to have a never ending circle of family members. They are, of course my biological parents, sister and grandparents who I love more than words can say. But they are also those people who have encouraged me and loved me through all of my joys and frustrations- from childhood to two weeks ago. Without them I would not be who I am today, and every day I thank God for blessing me with their presence. In Brasil I am so blessed to be surrounded and loved by an equally amazing circle of support.

The Andrade family, as many of you know, created the foundation for the PRECE movement and is guiding every step of the journey. Dona Fransisca (with whom I share a birthday! see picture to the left!) and her husband Areo open up their home to the many visitors of PRECE, their son Professor Manoel Andrade can be named as the "founder" and General Coordinator of PRECE (though in his modesty he always credits the first 7 students as the true founders), and each of the 10 Andrade children is somehow involved in the PRECE movement. They are some of the most hospitable people I have ever met as they are continuously opening their doors to friends and strangers alike, preparing great spreads of food for the hungry traveler and all the while stopping at nothing to improve the public education system in Ceará. Dona Fransisca even built a church on the side of her house because she recognized the need of the community!!

The best word to describe Manoel Andrade's family (see picture to the right) is "inspiring", and those of you who have met Andrade, Ana Maria, Alzira, Alice and Ester know so well the charm they bring to everything they do. It may be Andrade's insistence to continue the fight until real change is made and lives are improved, or it could be the energy Ester brings when she comes bouncing in to a room, the quiet beauty of Alice or the determination of Ana Maria and Alzira. Whatever it is, the spirit of this family is truly amazing.

Then, of course there is my family- those who have opened their doors to me, prepared a bedroom for me, handed over keys (and trust!) and welcomed me in to their home- Dona Arneide, Carol and Iasmyne (see picture to the left). Those of you who know me well know how much I love to live alone- to walk around all day in my pajamas (or less!), to clean up my mess and my mess only, to not have to tip toe when I come home at 3 a.m. and to be accountable to only me. So, when you heard that I would be living with a family (all adults, but still, other people) you were justified in your concerns. But, you need not fret because these three women are amazing. They provide all the support and guidance I need but at the same time they are able to read me and give me my independence. I have discovered, living with them, that Brasilian women, like women all over the world, are everyday miracles. The thing I appreciate the very most is that they will teach me how to do something once and then expect me to do it by myself the next time. They don't do it for me, they don't hold my hand and expect me to follow behind them, and they don't treat me like a child. They lead by example and then expect me to make my own footprints. This might sound like a simple thing, but it hasn't been my experience with everyone in Brasil- especially many Brasilian men. So, this is my quick shout out: Thank you to women everywhere who help others stand on their own two feet!!

Many weekends I travel the dirt roads all the way to Cipó and the other small rural communities. When I do this I stay at the Andrade's farmhouse. But, some weekends I stay in Ombreira only teaching there. When this is the case I stay with Dona Luiza and Antonio, the parents of Ana Maria. Here Dona Luiza and I have conversations about anything and everything. The problem is, most of the time she can't understand me and I can't understand her, but that doesn't stop us. One of us will talk while the other smiles and nods. And, vice versa. Her husband, the quiet type, will sit on the porch sewing a fishing net which is truly an accomplishment. They, and their daughter Lucia (photo to the right), stop at nothing to make me feel comfortable... and very well fed. It only took them a month to finally realize and actually believe that I am happiest with a piece of bread, some cheese and a cup of my favorite tea- Capim Santo (delicious grass from the yard!). So, now when I wake up I am always greeted with hot tea, fresh bread, farm cheese and scrambled eggs. Occasionally they will try to sneak in fish (because they have learned well that I don't eat any other type of meat!) but they know I am satisfied with simple food!

Those of you from the various churches know the Oliveira family well and you know of their care for all persons and their willingness to wrap everyone in their loving embrace. It was Aureo who first began making the connections between his church/seminary in Fortaleza and many of the churches in the U.S. Pastor Aureo is instantly a pastor, guide and well of strength for all who cross his path and Dona Ruthe knows no stranger. They are a phenomenal couple and I am so lucky to consider their children Iriana, Marcos and Mauricio as some of my best friends!

I of course would be remiss if I neglected to mention Mauricio and Isabela. These two are my lifeline in Brasil. Isabela, after living with me in Atlanta for 3 months, knows me better than anyone else here. She can read my frustrations, my joys and my concerns before I even speak. She understands my broken portugues and I can always depend on her to help with whatever I need- a glass of wine or help finding a portugues teacher. And, Mauricio is more similar to me than almost anyone I have ever met. Somehow I often think that we are the same spirit walking different paths. He can both drive me crazy and keep me sane in the same breath, and without him I would be lost. These two are truly my saving grace in a country I am still seeking to understand.

I once gave a painting to my best friend Pegah that says, "Your true family is not one merely of blood but of love and respect in each other's lives". Never before has that quote been more appropriate than now.